I am / by jaybo

i am 

a simple answer to a difficult question,

an humanist , not yet ready to make serious decisions

a toddler so far , a nobody .

i am 

my own missing child 

an egoist , loyal as a dog,

a human being , unsure  about what that mean.

an escaping optimist !! a taker not yet giver ,

an alpinist from the being of the other .

i am 

afraid of being bored , afraid of being nothing 

in a constant state of falling , 

grabbing anything to feel relevant.

i am 

a body wearing scars .